Inspire Yourself

Life is full of surprises, twists and turns that have a way of derailing us from our path.  IN all honesty, I have found them very hard to deal with, but when push comes to shove it always gets done.  I remember being in labor and deciding right then and there that I did not want to go through with this situation.  The baby was my second one and as soon as the first sign of labor hit I remembered the labor pains with my first.  So at that point, nine months into it and with the baby about to be delivered I took my eye off the mark and decided to mentally go visit another place.   I wanted to not be in that hospital or to be present.  But reality hit and it was time to go through with it.
A few hours later, 12 to be exact....my baby was born and a beautiful baby girl had joined us and the pain was quickly forgotten.   The joy of that moment and being involved in helping her realize the beauty of her new world became the new focus.  PUSH came to SHOVE and it all happened.  Part of the process.
The situation at hand for you now which may be causing you drama will be forgotten after the solution has been achieved.  So focus on the experience of learning the lesson at hand so that the next time this happens you will already have your responses planned.
So many times in life we think the whole world is against us.  The word says...IF God is for us then WHO can be against us?  I always think of it as a HUGE wall of support which surrounds me because I can feel God bragging about me like he bragged about Job.  Then I get to the next test and I pass that one too because God is with me and GREATER is HE that is in ME than he that is in the world.  Nothing will dispel the fact that I have the MOST HIGH working on my behalf so that my life is exactly as he wants it to happen.

The Lesson

It is rare when you have the opportunity to learn from a huge mistake and to be able to completely be aware of your mistakes.  But the rare thing is when you are given the chance to learn from them.

I recently had the opportunity to learn from my mistakes.  I had truly thought that my actions were covered and that someone else would be supervising my stuff.

 It took a lot of work and I made some major mistakes, but I learned....I am responsible for my stuff ...no one else.  I need to learn to take care of it completely on my own.

The focus is that I must be accountable for my actions, my mistakes and learn from them.  I know it was not a deliberate mistake but it was one which affected the general peace and the amazing strength of several areas of my life.

Exactly how it is when you have a coach, is exactly what I learned.  Be real.   Be straight and be forward.

 Tough lesson....but I salute the problem and go forward.

I have learned.

 

love,

Leticia